If there's a need to compare my disappointment with yours , trust me . Mine is much worst . If there's a need to compare what I'm going through with yours , we're equal . If there's a need to knock out some sense in yours , believe me I would . If you think I'm true , you'll know deep down in your heart that I am . If you think I'm false , get lost . Really . I see no reason for me to hang on with you whom I think is the 'one' ? Yes , called me stupid as much as you want because the truth is I am . I am stupid enough to still hang onto a string that has already been snapped out a long time ago . Forgive me for making you look stupid ? Let it go , if it isn't meant to be . Yes , I'll do what you want me to , I'll study hard for my O's , for my future . Don't worry , I can handle things myself now . I just learned how to , after reading your heartfelt reply . Thanks , thanks for everything . Listen and look , I'll try my best to never ever bother you or anyone else again , I'll do my own stuffs , and so do you . If happens that we need to contact again , we'll bump into each other . I'll have to accept the fact that you've left , you're longer there no matter how hard it is . And its because you've longed forgotten and don't give a damn about me . I didn't ask that much , but all I ask for was just a friend in you , atleast a friend . But I guess a friend is still hard for you to handle whenever it comes to me , right ? So this is it , we're through . I'm here , declaring to be that stupid to type this bullshits . Dissappoinment , really . I'm far much more hurt than you , I thought you knew me longer than you knew . But I guess I get the facts all wrong . How is it possible for you to understand my situation, if you do not have the slightest trust in whatever I say ? Whatever comes out , you push it all back in my mouth ? Why ? I really don't get it . How are you suppose to trust and understand my feelings and thoughts , if you can't even understand simple English ? Whatever I say you seems to rearrange my words again and again . For once , shut up and listen and understand ! My feelings , I'm not sure myself what I really feel deep down in my heart ? When I say I hate you , no it's not . When I say I like you , it ain't either . But when I hummed I still love you , it went quiet . So what does that suppose to mean ? I didn't reply , it's all because I can't seems to find any vocab or words in the thick dictionary to describe how I really felt because using too simple words you don't seems to get what I mean and rearranging my thoughts . And if I used bombastik words , you don't seems to get it either . Might as well i'll utter my words in silence . I see no reason why the heart still yearning for you and why the mind is thinking about you . Dear heart , I pity you . I can't amend the broken parts , cause I'm hurt myself from trying to amend the rest . No matter how perfect it looks , once it shattered , it'll never be the same as it is . Karma my dear , let karma happens and we'll see how it goes . What goes around , comes around . Remember ?
Goodnight