Those little things you did (:

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

alright, for now.
i really can't wait fr my sepet girlf to be back in S'pore!
come back quick love ;D
and have a safe journey bbe,quick quick quick!
see tht eye colour?
it was SUPPOSE to be mine lor,
but she stole it from me, tsk!
bad ciner, bad ciner! :D
wait eh girl, i'll sure buy another striking colour ah!
hmph!
hahahahah!
imissyou Atika,come back home now now now!
we go out th day after alright?
lots to catch up love, thn perhaps we'll go countdown naq? heee(:

and to th other pics,
i do miss going out with thm,Naqiah and Izyani.
tsk, they went silent all out of sudden?
hms,nvm

alright,i've been busy going back school to and fro,
due to school books.
went to school ystdy to accompany Lin,
thn tmr im going again to buy my school books plak,
tsk.
leceh ah, but i have to?
hms, luckily ♥Cinta wanna teman me,hee!
thnks ♥Cinta!
you know i know, hahahah!
oh yea, tmr plan was to teman ♥Cinta to Tampines,
hms,toot you laaa!
im going to wait fr yiou thr fr 2 freaking hours doing nothing?
wahpiaang eh, you owe me big time! :DD
alright, thn after accompany-ing ♥Cinta,
im heading to Vivo, to meet up with Khylabegs, tht jambu lady(:
hms, she agreed to accompany me to look fr schoolbags thr,
thnks love.
thn it might be my turn to accompany her to cotton on(:

thn th following day,we'll be going out with ATIKA,
hahaha. tht ciner !
tsk :D

alright.
fr today?
went to hg mall, accompany Nad to Popualar.
thn i head to Granny's crib in th late evening,
tsk, Granny cheat my feeling!
hmph .
she say she wanna teach me do cupcake lor,
but thn in th end taq jady?
walao!
i was so freaking eager you know to learn to do cupcakes and muffins!
cheat my feeling!
but th good thing is, i get to hug Qarin, hahahaha!
i've been holding him,feeding him, kissing him, hugging him. kicking his ass.
and putting him to sleep fr 5 hours!
fuyooooh!
tiring siaaa, taqleh tahan!
i really can feel how a mother gets tired easily while bbysitting their own babies!
hahaha,
Serious shit, my hands were numb carrying Qarin,
hahah. but i had fun!
thn bus-ed home at 10.30pm,alone?
scary eh!
hahah,
thn im here updating.
i guess, what happen today is enough,

Labels: you dissappoint me all over again and again

Written by; (Juliani)

Sunday, December 27, 2009

eh oh !
short post fr today can?
im feeling kinda not really me fr now?
i've been having mood swings lately.
i can be happy and sometimes can be easily irritate.
like what happened just now in th cab,
in seconds i was laughing and playing around with my lil sis,
thn few seconds later i was actually scolding her fr being fcuking irritating,
but it wasnt her fault,
it was just me being too moody,
tsk!
irrits much! D':
sry eh girl? i didnt mean to be grumpy, hee!
anyway i just came back from attending my daddy and mummy nye kawan nye jemputan?
we went two out of four?
due to mom who came back late from wrk,
so first stop headed to West Coast thn to Bedok Reservoir,
its been a long long time since i attend any wedding ceremony,
and serious shit, both of th brides were fcuking gorgeous!
i swear they're so pretty,
biaser laaa, darah arab mah, so lawa lawa lor anak perempuan drng(:
jealous y'know, hahahaha!
thn head back home.
here updating,
k done, tmr wanna go school.
need to buy school books,
Tsk!
byeeeeeeeeeeee!
oh yea, i might not be updating and might not be active in cyber world fr a lil while?
i guess just fr a few days?
cause i think i will be busy with school stuffs,
and surveying fr new handphone!
yeeaaaaah ;DD
i'll update when i get th time to alright?
daaaa!

Written by; (Juliani)

Friday, December 25, 2009

tsk,true much!
serious shit, my pay come in quick cann?
serious talking eh, i need tht money to buy lots and lots of things,
not only to pamper myself with all those cash,
but i owe people lots of treats,
thn i need to buy my school stuffs,
my school books,
my school bag,
my school shoes,
my school stationery,
everything gotta do with school laa !
tsk,
school will reopen on Monday,4th January?
tsk, tht fast?
woah,pejam kelip pejam kelip daa 2 bulan berlalu eh?
(:
hahaha, time really flies!
hmmm,
but nvm, a part of me really wanna wake up in th mrning and go to school,
to get to meet with my usual mates,teachers,
i do miss studying?
LOL,
hahaha, weiy,
lagi bagos g skolaa laa kan? dari dok umah pikir bende yang taq perlu?
tsk, naw laa,
its just tht i rather go to school thn stayed at home right?
atleast get to meet up with girlfs is much better(:
and i dont miss studying, fr sure eh! ;D

hahaha, so today woke up at 10am.
hmmm, woke up early due to tht pmpn ciner, haha
i mean Atika(:
told cha tht i need to accompany her to Bugis,
so i did,
i was late, as usual laaa(:
but only half an hour eh, ahahah!
oh yea,
in th mrning went online fr awhile,
because , i saw Phy online.
thts why i online, heee(:
miss her lor,
& yea, tht'll be another date with her bfore school reopens,
yeeeaaaah~
cant wait cant wait, tsk! ;DD

so after i accompany Atika to Bugis,
she did her shopping thr,
thn after its all done,
we head back home, trained home,
and reached homeat exact 4pm(:
thn i shower, changed, thn went to have my nap!
heeee, i was sick,
whatsmore i can do right?
so i cuddled myself with blanky, hugging tweety bird with me too(:
heee, i know im chidish -_-"
but so what?
everyone have their own 'things' to bring it along with thm to dreamland rigth? (:
tweety is better thn bantal bucuk eh! :D
hahah!
hmmm, thn i woke up around 7pm,
just in time fr dinner,
i ate dinner sambil nengok criter at Suria,Cinta(:
nice movie, romantic much!
thn around 10.30pm,
watched Bohsia at Sensasi!
hahahah, i laught thru out th movie,
dont ask why,
only Lin knows, tsk! (:
ssshhh!
stoppit eh with th dohh,
irrits much .

hmmmm, so tmr plan is to go out with family, and tagging along with us is my uncle and aunt(:
wanna go Tampines Mall,watched movie!
thn maybe dinner at Pastamania,
wanna see Naqiah thr(:
hahah,miss her lor .

oh yeaaa, Atika might be otw to Penang now,
tsk. tkcre girlf.
loveya, gonna missya too ):
come back home soon yeaa?
hahaha, paderhal baru otw g Penang, ni daa suroh balek cpat eh?
tsk!

BYEEEE!

Written by; (Juliani)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

tsk ;D
first of all, i wanna wish Merry Christmas to those who's celebrating it (:
and yeaa, Santa bring me a precious pearl to me this Christmas,
which i could bring it along wimme whenvr i want to,
i dont want th karaat one ah,
th pure crystal one please?
HAHA!
today, my day is BOOORRIIING!
to th max laaa,
didnt went out,stayed at home fr th whole day?
tsk,
i didnt go out due to my flu?

thnks eh flu, psl kau laa aku terperangkap kat umah,
HAHA!
neaah, i just dont wanna spread my 'haaa-chiu' to my friends,
family okay, taq kesah!
HAHAHA, taq eh
but they stay in th same house as me whuat?
so what to do?
daa jangket tuu,berterime kaseh sdh laa,
bersyukor cause i give you all smthing fr Christmas(:
LOL!
alright,wherever i go,
tht spot fr sure there'll be lots lots of wet tissues,
and i actually abondoned it thr?
HAHA, not lazy, but i frget to throw it away.
but i did, at th end of th day thn i'll pick up every crumpled wet tisseues all over th house floor,
heeee ;DD
my saket makin trok lor, D:
but i aint eating any medicine,
thnks fr th cncern people,
but sry,
i wont eat any medicine till smone frce me to , or if they have to?
they have to feed me thn, hahahah!
im stubborn, i know? -_-"
but im lazy to eat any medicine,
i wanna get well,
but being sick smtimes is kinda good y'know?
i mean like you get to be pampered by your parents whenver you're sick right?
so today im free of doing any household chores, cause im sick?
i dont get any nagging from mummy and daddy, cause im sick?
HAHA ;D
best eh klau ari2 mcm gini (:
but th bad thing about getting sick was,
in th late evening my uncle and aunty came to my house,
bringing along Qarin Qashri with thm,
and guess what?
thnks eh flu, due to you i cant bbysit Qarin lor,
i cant hold him, i cant carry him, i cant kiss him, i cant smell him, i cant bite him!
tsk, everything a no no?
wahpiaang eh!
mampos ah gini,waste trip jek Qarin dtng klau taq dpt ciuman aku?
HAHAHA! (:

hmmmm, today stuck at home?
so watched movies lor,
at first, we watched Jin Notti?
thn followed by Papadom?
wohkay, these two movies is hilarious,
you guys should watch alright? (:
thn went online around 12plus i guess?
otp with Lin, thn chit chat till 1.30am?
tsk .
tmr th plan is to go Bugis again,
this tym around,
is to accompany Atika lor,
help her do last min shopping?
you ah!
tsk3,
and to this dear girlf, bbe!
have a safe journey to and fro alright?
have fun when you're in Penang okay?
taq mo lupekan Juliani kat sini yerr? ;D
beli oleh2 tok saye taw, hahaahha!
sayang awak (:
and serious shit, i gonna miss you like hell ;D
txt me when you're arrived in S'pore wohkey?
hahaha, who am i to be th first to infrom when you're in S'pore eh?
hahahah,tkcre love(:

and to Naqiah. tsk
sry eh?
cause i just realised, whenver we try to make and outing together,
to go shopping or what slalu taq menjadi?
heee, sry bbe.
i thougth my pay is in alrdy, but turn out blom lor,
but i'll sure go out with you one day wohkay? (:
and to you too, have a safe journey to and fro k?
have fun when you're in KL,
taqmo nakal-nakal eh?
HAHAHA!
gonna miss you too dear.
oh yea, oleh2 fr me too k?
HAHAHA, taq taw maluu eh?
i ask everyone fr oleh2.
LOL! ;D

wohkay, done updating laaa.
gotta get sm rest,
tmr cannot be late lor,
later Puan Atika mrh, hahahah!
grumpy old lady!
oops,
typo error.
what i meant was,
grumpy old CINER!
HAHAHAA!
i love my sepet girlf(:

time check : 2.04am!
dont feel like sleeping yet laaa.
daaa~
oh yeaaa, i so wanna watch Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 !
please please? ;DD

Written by; (Juliani)

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

true much ;D
laugh,live,love!
laugh as much as you want,
live to th fullest,
love those who's worth it
do all these while you still can humans.
it's alright,it's okay to be sad sometimes,
but dont make it a habit to drag and dwell over it again and again,
cause if you realised you would just waste your fcuking life time,
no one says, and no one is stopping you to cry,
cry when you're sad, cry when you're happy,
cry whenever you want,
no one's stopping,
tears are basically th words th heart can't express,
so cry out loud and be relieved after tht,
cause after crying you will surely feel th feeling of relieved in you,
cause crying wrks fr me,
i cry when im happy,
i cry when im hurt,
i cry when im irritate,
i cry when im sad,
i cry when im dissappointed,
but no vocabulary in any dictionary could express how i feel inside,
eventhough crying helps fr me,
but th feeling is still thr,
tsk!
but heck care, just cry when you want to,
dont hold it inside,
cause you'll suffer much more thn you'll ever think,
be happy,
life is fcuking too short too be sad people,
so be upset fr seconds,
thn cheer up,
cause you your ownself knows tht things has happened,
once done, no turning back,
thts it,
moved on!
there's so much more happy things tht still awaits fr your presence out thr,
insyallah, everything will be alright.

tsk,
fr th post up thr,
i dedicate to whoever who bothers to read laaa eh?
HAHA (:
cheer up people, dont be too sad over things.
its alright to be sad,
but not too much,
just be glad tht whatever happens has happened,
cause they'll sure be hikmah pe? (:
insyalllah!

alright,
today my day i woke up at 5am?

tsk,
smthing caught up.
so yeaa half of my day was taken lor,
thnks eh 'abg' ? ;D
hahahah!
pandai2 laa krng pikir abng maner satu, tsk!
happy thinking :DD
hmmmm,
i guess i love today?
heee,i want it to be this way frver can?
its much better .

alright, thn in th late evening,
headed to Compass Point to meet with girlf,
HAHA, Suhaidah laa(:
oh yeaa, Nad was thr too,
we headed to Banquet to have their early dinner thr?
but i didnt eat,
due to my non-stop sneezing?
tsk,
pathetic much laaa D;
hahah,
but i guess i got to bare with it huh?
hmmmm,
thn we headed to Bugis after their dinner,
wah,
baju lawa2 laaa,
jealous y'know whnever Su took out her money to buy new clothes?
tsk!
kuang asam tuu bdk pmpn,
daa taw aku tngh jealous lagi bleh ckp,
'Juliani Juliani! Baju ni lawa, ah ni lawa, ni pon lawa'
tooot you!
:D
HAHAHAHA
thnks eh Su?
haha,
seriosuly thnks fr th bugis trip alright?
had fun with you just now,goodluck with your anniversary bbe,
(:

thn MRT-ed home alone?
wahpiaang eh,
tsk!
from bugis to outram park, thn to Buangkok(:
walked home,shower,ter-slept at living room?
thn wake up around 12am?
and now,
time check :3.32am
im here updating(:
gawsh,
when i woke up just now,
damn it, my flu got worst?
sorethroat,sneezing here and thr,
hahaha, lets just say i my 'haaa-chiu' today was loud?
HAHA, i wake everyone up!
tsk, sry?
heeeee~
irritate much,
but what to do?
Tuhan daa naq bagi kiter saket?
kiter terime jek(:
sabar .

alright, im done.
tmr ?
hmmmm, i aint sure if there's any plan yet?
im everyday free,
hahah!
taq eh,
i got household chores to do, thn watch tvee,thn eat.
hahah, lame!
gawsh,
people, if you're kind enough,
pray tht i'll get my pay tmr can?
pleasee, and thnkq? :D
hahah,
serious shit,
i got alot of things to buy whn i get my pay,
quick quick! (:

done, tkcre

Written by; (Juliani)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

true true true, ;D
i aint longer making any stops fr my life now,
i mean,
life has to move on right?
guess, moving on is th best solution here.
i aint sure if i've moved on or not?
cause in a second i could frget everything, if tht is what i pray fr everyday.
but in a split second all th memoris could just come by in a snap!
tsk, sucks much! D':
i hate when those moments come by,
cause w/o knowing, i could actually just sit in a room and start crying?
hahk, rabaaak pe? tsk!
wahpiaang eh,
i could get swollen eyes y'know?
urgh, trying to control is th best,
but smtimes, i cant,
i really cant take it anymore,
you know th feelings of missing smone could come anytime and anywhere it wants,
and it sucks much,
cause even if im having my shower,
i could even rmbr tht pantat you know?!
tsk, pathetic much ! -_-"
mandi pon ingat si pantat tuu, bros gig pon ingat si pantat tuu,
tngh uat business pon ingat si pantat tuu!
haha,taq eh!
but really,
i was showering just now in th mrning,
thn in a sudden tht pantat's name came into my mind?

thn i was like ' what? wth? why tht pantat siaa?'
hahah!
naq mandi pon taq aman!
but nvm!
frget it!
i must moved on,
but i'll stil wait fr tht pantat,
moving on doesnt mean tht im frgetting tht pantat right?
im just used to nt being around or with him,
but im still waiting, tah eh?

HAHA!

alright, today went to ktv again? at Grandlink lor
hahah,
taq habes2 eh?
Tsk, Atika lor!
wanna go ktv sngt sngt bfore she heads off to Penang?
HAHA, takot rindu ah?
hmmm, so after ktv, th plan was actually naq g bugis?
beh daa mlm sngt kot?
so taq jdy lor,
thn instead we head to Century Mall,

eat thr, thn jln jln jap at Tampines Mall bfore heading home(:
bus-ed home, reached homiy around 9+ i guess?
cant rmbr, taq amek kesah pon?
HAHA (:
oh yea, we ktv-ed at th new room!
haha,at first we were th only group thr?
but thn slowly daa ramai orng,
haah!
kecoh pe tady? ;D
gerek gerek, lets do it one more time kay Atika? *wink*
LOL!

wohkay.done updating about today,
and yeah,
HAPPY 41TH BIRTHDAY DADDY ;D
WE ALL LOVE YOU PAA!
MAY YOU'RE BLESSED ALWAYS,TKCRE!
& THNKS FR ALL YOUR SACRIFICES ALL THESE WHILE DAD!
WE LOVE YOU, ALTHOUGH WE SELDOM SAY ILOVEYOU TO YOU?
HAHAHAHA!

alright, as if my daddy would bother to look fr my blog and read this eh?
hahahah ;D
whatevr, im done(:

Written by; (Juliani)

Sunday, December 20, 2009

wohkay,basically i've been cuddling myself with blanky fr th whole day?
tsk,
its freezing here,
guess th weather was bad fr today huh?
th sky stays dark blue and cloudy fr th whole evening till nights fall,
gawsh,
my day was boriiiiiinnnngg !
you guys should know how boring you could be staying at home fr th whole freaking day?
and having no plans and aim fr th day?
tsk,pathetic much! -_-"
my Sat and Sun was freaking bored!
i stayed at home for two freaking days?
WTH?
i could have gone out, and breathe in th fresh air out thr, rather thn being stuck inside here?
but i insisted not to?
i guess i just wanna be good girl huh?
HAHA, dream on (:
fr th two days,
i've been helping mummy doing household chores,
its kinda fun doing it,when you actually have NOTHING to do except watching tvee, surf th net and staring at your hp waiting fr your dearest favourite creature to text or even call you up?
hahk!
alright,
let me give you a sneak peak of how my day was fr Sat and Sun,
basically fr th two days,
i've been on Msn, youtube-ing?
feeding th hamster? ;D
watching tvee?
watching movies?
hahah,
i've watched movies tht i had actually watched bfore?
tsk, now you guys cn feel how bored i was at home? -_-"
first,
i watched Alvin and The Chipmunks, th part one
thn followed by kung fu dunk?
whatever th title was?
thn followed by ghost movies, momok th movie?
alright, tht movie is sure scary,
but its hilarious,
it has its little part thr which is funny, i laugh out loud thru out th movie? ^_^
thn followed by Transformer part 1,
thn followed by another malay ghost movie,
idk whats th title?
dont bother,
thn lastly,
watched Main-Main Cinta,
a romantic malay movie?(:
superb romantic, i love watching tht movie,
it just reminds me th times way back thn? D:
hmmmm, thn went online again in Msn,
thr, im here updating now?
time check laaa : 3.24am?

so fr tmr, i guess th plan was to just sent th form to my school's office,
thn where im heading next?
idk, seriously i dont? -_-"
if no plan, thn i go home lor,
cause i dont feel like going out when there's no cash wimme,
hahah!
cant wait fr Tuesday and Wednesday,
outings with my favourite bbes :DD

& yea,
Atika told me to listen to this song,
Stupid in Love, by Rihanna,
alright, she's right,
th lyrics are so meaningful ;D
she said this song suits my situation?
hmmmm, might be true(:
wohkey, done!

daaaa earthlings :D

Written by; (Juliani)

Friday, December 18, 2009

Alhamdullilah :DD
i made it earthlings,
i got promoted to sec 5 y'know (:
HAHA,
im happy tht my family are proud of me,
im glad tht he's happy with my successful results ! :D
Congrats to those who made it to sec 5!
& to those who didnt, dont give up studying.
studying is way way way much much important than you think alright?
once you give up studying, thts it you give up life!
you need education to succeed in life, (:
maybe your future will be much brighter in ITE?
perhaps,who'll knows?
i'll pray you friends succeed much better in future alright?
dont forget us in SSS !
heeee :D

but i guess, with th new environment, with th new atmoshpere,
new surroundings,
new bunch of friends,
tsk,
its hard to judge now,
people change right?
so yea,
idk?
he may change by thn,
she may change by thn
you may change by thn?
leave it to fate, i guess?

&to Suhaidah, please girlf,
think twice alright?
infact, to be precise,
think a zillion times bfore heading to ITE can?
please?
im afraid you cnt bare with th new atmoshpere thr,
trust me, with new things all around you,
its hard to get used to it in a couple of days, even months?
perhaps you should think of staying at SSS?
you got your girlfs around you here bbe,
you got me, you got Nad, you got Lin?
you got alot of your friends here,
we could guide you thru out th year,
remember,you shouldnt give up life,
once you give up trying,
might as well die,
tsk, tht was once Phy said to me?
i rmbr tht :D
k Su?
but perhaps,
if you think tht you cnt make it to sec 5,
thn you should thn go to ITE,
maybe your future lits brighter thr?
who knows kann? :D
but we girls are always here fr you okay? (:

& im kinda happy tht Atikah insist to stay on sec 5? (:
im happy fr her,
infact im happy fr everyone,
just pray hard tht she didnt change her mind into going to ITE?
tsk -_-"
life would be boring thn w/o hearing her atrocious laughter?
HAHA :D

going to sec 5 is still a choice fr me?
i aint sure,
im just afraid,
afraid tht i couldnt catch up on th pace?
many said tht Ns is a huge,enormously huge gap btwn Os,
tht means i would need to put ample time and ample of effort in order to make it to Os?
tsk,
seriously,
i aint sure now?
but suffer a year?
thn be happy fr th rest of my life time?
i guess tht is much better right?
urgh, idk laaaa!
:(

hmmmmm,
i just hope i could r'cvd another piece of good news ltr on in th late evening?
oh please?
i really wanna go!
if im allowed to go,
i'll be packing soon thn?
tsk,
byebye earthlings!
:D

Written by; (Juliani)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

hello ;D
alright,im heading to Granny's crib later on in th late evening
th aim to go there was?
see tht cute baby above?
HAHA
go there to see him laaaa (:
hahk, as well as my Grandma too!
feel like staying fr th night there,
but i just remember tht tmr will be th N level results?
gaaaawshh! D:
i'll freak out fr sure if th time pass by tht fast..
y'know what?
i just realised tht today was Thursday?

pfft, i was so confident of myself tht today was Wednesday,
so there will be a day fr me to think what will happened after th results is out,
but when i take a look at my hp's calendar,
damn it, today was actually Thursday?
tsk!
time really flies huh?
way back thn when i was busy applying fr jobs,
i said that ' Woah,still 2 more months to go, to re-opening school? tsk'
thn a month ago i said this 'Wah, few more weeks to go to Ns results'
thn a few mins ago i said this 'Walao,few hours to go till Ns results? tsktsktsk!'
hahahahahah !

hmmmmm, ystdy was spent on ktv at Grandlink
with Naqiah, her friend. and Atika(:
spending my day with Atika is superb fun,
idk why, but i really love to spent time with her,
she's opened,
like seriously you can talk everything with her,
gerek laaa, and she's funny!
hahah (:

hmmmm. and Atika,
sry today our plans taq jadi?
tsk,
i woke up almost nearing to 1pm?
pathetic much , i know? -_-"
hahah,
if my Granny was here,
she'll sure say,
'aper nii anak dare tido sampai awal ptng?'
HAHA!
nag nag nag nag
;D
but i still love her!

alright, i've been sleeping late lately,
as in pretty much early in th mrning?
i would only feel sleepy when th clock strickes btwen 5.30am or 6am?
tsk!

done done done done!
daaaaa!

Written by; (Juliani)

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

hello :D
sry fr nt updating fr th past few days?
been busy!
haha,
neah, i aint busy
its just tht i was wrking on Sat and Sun,
thn on Monday,
went to Lin's crib,
stay fr th night there (:
hahaha, th night there was fun!
we chit chatted till mrning,
thn she fell asleep?

leaving me all alone?

tsk!
pathetic much,
cause she knows tht i cnt sleep till its atleast 4am,
but still she insisted to go to bed?
pfft!
daa laa bilek dier warne oren, tutop lampu jek tros gelap naq mampos!
seraaaam doh, ahah!
in th end i cuddled my tweety soft toy tht i bring it along to her house?

haha, thn fell asleep around 3am?
woke up around 11pm?
tsk,
was supposed to be at home by 8am?
but i woke up at 11pm?

HAHA,
everything went chaotic thn (:
whatever, i had fun! ;D
lets do it one more time okay Lin?
HAHA!

okay, tmr no plan?
i dont feel like staying home,
but either do i feel like going out,
cause i have no cash wimme!
my pay postpone to th end of th month?
pathetic much siaaaa! D:
whatever,
im so gonna keep tht pay till next year,
i'll mix it up with my Scholarship,
if im nt wrong,
i get to keep around $1000 plus !
oh great! :DD
HAHA,
seriously i cant wait fr 2010,
cause a brand new year,
a brand new aim fr me,
im so gonna leave th past,
as soon as i step into 2010, insyallah(:

tsk,
fr now without money,
you cant go out,
you cant buy this,
you cant buy tht,
everything is a No No?
tsk!
pathetic much,
but wait,
'N' level results is coming out soon,
this Friday if i aint wrong,
im so gonna pray pray hard tht everyones gonna make it to sec5?
please? ameen(:

& to Phy,
im sry if i was harsh,
i mean my wrds to you?
i was wrried fr you,
its just tht i dont wanna see you in tht kind of state again,
you know its hurtful,
i just dont wanna see you bare-ing all those emptyness,
but its your choice,
i've no rights dear,
but just to let you know,
im here always praying fr your happyness love(:
beep beep me if you need smone okay?
Ly as much!

okay, im done updating
wanna watch tveee!
daaaaa~

Written by; (Juliani)

Friday, December 11, 2009

hello(:
these are th pictures of my sepupu(:
HAHA!
i just find it freaking CUTE :D
and his parents are an idiot!
how dare they treated him like tht,
anyway his name is Qarin Qashri,
nice right?
heee!

okay,im done updating
sry fr th short post
its just tht nothing much happened today?

so nothing to blog about?
tsk -_-"
anyway,i miss him?
as in totally totally freaking missing him like hell,
and i just realised tht,
wheneve i kept thinking bout him,
i would always be kind of clumsy?
idk laaa!
random laaa!
forget it.

done done done !

''sometimes you just need to realise that you can't have it all and you can't fix every mistake you made. You need to move on and try to be happy, even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever do''

i just find tht quotes so meningful D':

Written by; (Juliani)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

HELLO!
okay,fr now im soooo gonna watch Alvin and The Chipmunks 2,
gawsh i know its still kind of a lil bit early to talk bout this,
but i just cant wait!
and to you,i hope you could make it? ):
24 December,come quick! ;D

uhmmm,time check okay?
1.23am
ahaha, 1 2 3?
tsk -_-"
work was okay today,was starting to get busy as th night comes,
so i gotta work extra hard? (:
i really really cant wait for my pay!
HAHAH :D
currently on msn, chatting with Izyani,Khyla and Nad,
these three ladies are fun to chat with (:
tsk,
damn im bored!
feel like txting smone,
but idk who?
hmmmmm,
lets make th post fr today short can?
cause nothing much happened fr today?
except i met up with mr.R during my lunch break?
thn nothing much happened .
tsk,
oh yea
mr.R goodluck okay?
best of luck(:
i'll pray fr your success?
LOL
:D

BYE!

Labels: And today was th 10th? tsk

Written by; (Juliani)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

uhh,time check laa okay?
2.04am
not asleep yet,like i say
im having insomnia!
it sucks much,going to th doctor soon i guess?

wanna ask for sleeping pills,
i cnt take it if my every night is spent on computer screen?

lamer lamer bleh jadi potek sey! :D
hahk!
alright,today was fun!
went out with my family,to Tampiness Mall?
tsk! -_-"
i thought we were going Orchard?

pfft!
i really wanna go Orchard, i wanna do some shopping there!
fine,i'll wait fr my pay
thn i'll ask my favourite bbes out,a day at Orchard okay?
HAHA!
hmmmm.so ystrdy mrning,
lpaking session with Phy was fun!
i finally let out my feelings to her?
im sry,its nt im being choosy,
but i really prefer to let out my feelings to th elder ones?
i mean th kakak kakak?
they sure experience mre kann?
so yea,th whole mrning we chit chat and laugh about certain things tht happened in life(:
Phy,lets make a date smore can?
hahk! :D

so came back around 7am,
fell asleep and woke up around 1.30pm?

pathetic much,
but idc!
HAHA!
after waking up i get ready to go out again with family,
and atlast we eat PIZZA HUT!
i've been wanting to eat Pizza since last month? -_-"
tsk!
after dinner,we headed to Time Zone! (:
gawsh,my mother spent over $40 at Time Zone?
hahahaha
i know, crazy siaaa my parents!
might as well use tht money to buy me a new pair of cntct lenses right?
rather thn spending it on scooping sweets?
tsk!
but whatever it is,i still loooove thm ;D
so took a cab home,reached home around 11 plus(:
thn i went online!
saw him,OMG
y'know what?
everytime i chat with you now,my heart will always be pumping very hard,
im nervous i guess?
tsk,its only fr you i experienced it,
weird kann? :(

oh yea,
after i woke up in th early afternoon,
there's this incident tht happened in my house,
thinking about this funny incident makes me and my family laugh through out th whole day(:
*kpom!*
smthing fell of while i was opening th kitchen's drawer
me : oh mak kau lipas!
mama : aper jek adeq ni!
me : terjekot sey adeq,mati2 ingatkn lipas
mama : tuu botol air kakak tuu
me : siakk uh,bongok siaa,siaper sia letk sini? bongok sak!
mama : mama laaa!
me : huh? mama? hahahahahaahahah! (continue on and on,until now?)

tsk,funny!
i call my own mother bongok?
tsk,
it was nt my fault okay?
idk what?
LOL!
alrdight,im done :D
gotta get some rest,tmr will be a busy day for me? :(
tkcre

Written by; (Juliani)

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

okay,hello!
time check: 11.22pm
getting ready soon,
wanna meet Phy(:
haha.lepaking session?
LOL!
so in th end we decided to slack at her house?
okay,i hope i aint disturbing anyone? -_-"
currently still on msn?
chatting with anak Suhaimi(:
everyone,she's got her pay!
since she doesnt know what to spend on,so tell her to treat you guys okay?

pfft! ;D
hmmmmm, today working hours was like okay?
i gotta see lots lots of cute babies and kids,im loving it ;D
oh yea, tmr is my off day?

yeahnesss~
:DD
okay,whatever?
tmr outing is with family(:
best best!
HAHA!
mummy,tmr first thing to do is to get me a new pair of cntct lenses can?
tsk,i lost my lenses while working just now,
i didnt lost it actually,
i just realised tht i was wearing a torn lenses?
pathetic! -_-"
thn atlast,decided to wear spec to work?
tsk!
uhmmm, im done updating
gotta get ready(:
be back by 6am!
HAHA! :D
good girls gone bad huh?
tsk,whatever!
as if anyone care?!
BYE

Written by; (Juliani)

Monday, December 7, 2009

okay,to tht lady up thr
sorry?
im sry fr postpone-ing our date to watch New Moon,
insyallah by next week okay bbe?
uhmm,most probably on Wednesday alright?
cause i aint sure when's th results for Ns is coming out,
its either on th 15th or 16th or 17th or 18th?
tah laaaa
idk?
-_-"
im nervous like hell okay?
urgh,dont get th results now can?
wait till th end of th month can?
cause im nt ready?
i dont wanna experience or see anyone crying infront of me!
please?!
tsk
okay,today my day is booooooring! -_-''
working hours were like so long?
fr now, i really can't wait till 13 Dec,
quick quick! (:
after i got my pay,
woahh!
actually i already set up a list of what to do after i got my pay? -_-''
first,shoppinnng! :DD
thn,treating my family to movies and dinner together(:
thn, treating friends!
thn treating myself with lots and lots of new clothes and branded things?!
HAHAHAH!
wohkay,im overboard!
LOL!
whaaatever,i dont care.
as long im happy,
fr now,im just doing things tht makes me happy,
going out with smone tht makes me happy!

Phy, cnt wait tmr night?
hahk,lots lots of stories to tell huh? (:
lets get crazy tmr!
LOL,meet you soon after wrk!
can't wait,seriously!
excited gtu kann naq lpk ngan Phy?
alaaaa,tht pretty girl live at flat? -_-"
k,crap!

uhmmm.tmr wrking,
as usual from 1pm to 10pm?
TIRED!
tsk,money nyer pasal.
anything pon boleh!
okay,english mraaapek! :D
currently chatting with Atikah Suhaimi?
tht tall lady,i miss her! D:
eventhough i didnt really confess to her thru msn?
but now at my blog, i admit
i miss you?
you must be awwww-ing now?
hahaah! (:

im just looking forward fr a brand new day,
i hope tmr will be better thn today?
atleast much brighter(:
looking so forward to next week!
cause next week is going to be happening,
with th N level results out,
with my outings with my favourite bbes(:
with my outing with Phy? tah eyh?
haha!

& to mr R,relax okay?
i know you're suffering there,
cry all you want,cry as much as you want,
knock your head onto th walls if you want,
but life has to move on kann?
im learning tht now,and trying it out too.
it aint easy,but you'll get hold of it sooner or later,
Phy say it takes her atleast 2 years to forget everything.
so i estimated tht i'll take tht amount of time thn to frget him?
who know's it'll be longer?
tsk?
mr R,takes time okay?
okay wait, idk why i advice you sedangkan i my ownself here suffering?
LOL
i guess i dont wanna see you in my situation?
i pity you,tht's why im trying my best to console you,
i hope you'll do fine in future(:
thumbs up okay?
anything beep beep me taw!

time check: 1.50am?
tsk
im done!

Written by; (Juliani)

Sunday, December 6, 2009

i listened to this song fr th whole mrning,
i just dedicate this song to you,
i'll sure sing it fr you,if only you request fr it..
i cry,while listening to this song
it just holds up a lot memories,
and time check: 11.25am,
its Monday mrning,
i'll have wrk at 12noon,
and im here still updating?
pfft,heck cr!
i dont even feel like going to wrk,
i guess i'll take a off day tmr,
i just wanna spent th whole day with my favourite bbes!
i wanna forget everything,
oh God,help me in going thru all these D':
i'll tear up those pics!
i'll wash those memories down in th drain!
i wish i have th guts to do all those!
)':
i deleted th previous post,
cause i just feel it aint important to tell out to everyone how i feel,
cause you guys would just waste 3 mins of your life time reading my shits!
i guess all my friends were right,
i really do need to move on,
but im scared,
after moving on,
i don't have anything to keep on clinging on,
i dont have nowhere to go,
its just endless road,no aim.
and for tht note up thr,
if you're reading it,thn thts good,
but i guess i have nothing left to chase fr,
its over.
im moving on
and thnks to th tears ystrdy,
my eyes are totally swollen!
urgh!
gotta get to wrk now!
bye

Written by; (Juliani)

Friday, December 4, 2009

okay,to tht lady up thr
Naqiah,be strong dear
i know your must be overwhelmed with sadness,
but smtimes,things are meant to be like tht,
it has been written by Him
going thru life are difficult,its nvr easy dear,
i just hope you could bare a lil more,
cause im very very sure tht whatever happens for a reasons,
insyallah ader hikmah diesebalek aper yg terjadi,
trust me,
everything is going to be fine,
you have to be strong,and face every challenges in life with patience and sincerity..
i know,i know it aint easy,
bt Allah wont give challenges to His people,
tertutama melampaui batas mereka..
you sabar kay?
your friends are all here for you!
i hope you're doing fine,and take things slowly..
i know you need time to heal,
maybe everything happened in split second,
so you might be shocked of th news,
take time kay bbe?
we're all here for you(:

& to F, we hope you redha kay?
accept everything with sincerity,
be strong alright?
your friends and us will be there for you..
and salam takziah.

th starting of th day was already sucks,
Naqiah call me in th morning,
she was sobbing,
seriously, i was sleepy tht moment,
but my guts just tell me to pick it up,
cause i was wondering why would she call me in th mrning unless its important right?
so i did,
hearing tht news,actully makes me cry,
people,do cherish every moment with your love ones,
as much as possible,
before everything is too late?
i just cant imagine how my friends are feeling right now?
they must be totally depressed,
but life has to move on friends,
cheer up,cause in every circumstances,there's always consequences,
i mean hikmah,
just pray to Allah,
and im sure everything is going to be alright,
ameen(:

thought of not going to wrk after hearing tht news,
y'know whuuat?
i just wanna accompany Naqiah tht very moment,
she must be totally upset,
but i tried to cntct her,
too bad she didnt reply,
so atlast i went to wrk,
everything sucks!
i just cant stop worrying bout Naqiah fr th whole day?
i was clumsy while wrking?
idk laaa,
i hate today?
just cant wait fr any happiness to occure in my life?
LOL

alright,
time check : 12.30am
i must be asleep now?
cause im wrking for 12hours tmr?
10am to 10pm?
damn it,i had to wrk overtime?
tsk,nvm!
tkcre people

Written by; (Juliani)

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

alright,currently im missing tht lil girl up thr? ):
her name is Nur Irlyana,
sedap kann namer dier? :D
but people call her Yana?
hahk,
i miss her mummy,
i miss joking around with her family,
but most of all,
i miss her 2nd brother? D':
oh nvm,

& currently,otp with Lin?
haahaahah,idk how many hours were we otp?
LOL
im multi tasking actually?
otp,chatting,and msging(:
currently chatting with Nur Atikah Suhaimi?
hahah(:
she kept on making me jealous of her job!
damn yoo!
hmph!
& i guess im starting to like my job?
thnks to th kids tht surrounded me (:
HAHA,
but like everyone say,
every job is tiring,
i gotta know my colleagues,
they're all okay,
superb friendly! :D
however th trouble wimme is,
i still cant figure out whose name belongs to who?
LOL!
they're name are like so weird?
i mean,jarang dngr?
hahk,
and today was like my 2nd day of work,
and im working until 13 december only!

yeahness~
cant wait for my payday?

LOL
paderhal baru jek start keje?

HAHA(:

gawsh,i shed tears just now,
wanna know why?
since i was talking otp with Lin,
her twins sister,the younger one
HAFSHAH,was like crying out for me?
awwwwwww(:
how sweet was tht?
seriously i feel so touched,
she was crying otp calling fr me to come to Lin's house and sleep with her?
& again,
awwwwwwwwwwww :D
she's adorable,and sweeet!
& now,i miss her
hahah(:
& she say love you,awww!
wohkay,stoppit eyh!

AHHA!

and tmr during work,
Lin and her ehem,
coming down to my wrkplace to have lunch with me,
they're accompanying me(:
heeeeeeeeeeee~
cant wait?
hahk.

gawsh,im done.
tired!
time check : 2.21am,
and not asleep yet?
pfft,
tkcre people

Written by; (Juliani)