maybe the second time around is not meant for us,baby :'(
sry,i aint bother to say hi to anyone for now
it hurts me,knowing the unbelievable truth
only those who went out wimme knows.
gawsh,you said it was not the time to be in r'ships,
and all your bullshits that you murmured,
but in the end,what happened?
it turn the other away around again,isn't it?
i know,my guts has this strong feeling tht you ain't true to me anymore.
i know, i know
im no one to you anymore to be true to,right?
this is what you might be thinking now,
but hold on,wait
was it fair?
after those fcuking&stupid promises you made which you know it aint coming true!
damn you!
stop putting on false hopes on me and making me suffer more day by day.
is that your aim in life now huh MR. ?!
is tht what you want?!
was tht one of your wishlist too?
fine,go one with life.
i aint stopping tht.
you know i wanted you to be happy.
maybe you and i doesnt belong together.
if tht was fate i hate to face it,thn i must to!
but with all those goddamn bullshitss you gave me?
huh!
what was all tht?
one kind of a good act i should say?
you know what you said to me before you left.
before knowing tht th girl whom you were talking to was deeply possessed by you.
th girl you were talking to knows her weaknesses,
th girl knows her mistakes,
the girl wants to start a new.
did you ever bother asking tht before leaving?!
NO NO NO NO!
naww,you didnt bother a lil bit to ask.
thn you left,till i myself gotta know by my own,
hearing from people's mouth?
hey,you think its nice to hear something tht you're suppose to know it by thn,
thru others mouth?!
you dont know how i feel,
i was embarrased!
if only i know my fcuking&childish attitude during those times,
we would have not be apart now,
we might have be watching paranormal activity together!
but it was too late.
you said it was too late for everything.
but nothing in this world is too late for anything...
enough, i had enough :'(

today,went to Grandlink
sry babes,i aint singing tht much
it was all due to my stubborn-ness?
if only my hand wasn't itchy enough to touch things here and there,
i would be singing alot by thn,
but mood change when things began to be upside down
sry loves,try again next time alright?
and i did control my emotions just nw,
if not, i would be crying while otw to Grandlink.
my mrning was a big rush!
woke up at 9am,on the computer,
download few songs,thn went to th room,
search for clothes for the very last min,
and atlast i intend to wear sloppy?
HAHA!
so around 12pm i met up with NURIRLYANA at WoodLand,
pick her up,thn we went bck to Sengkang bck,thn take bus to TamPines thn to Grandlink.
gawsh!
we were like in a rush,hahk!
so we ktv-ed untill 6.30pm
so we headed back to TamPines to send Yana back to her mummy.
and atlast i get to meet up with you and hug you tightly.
i feel so warmth to get a hug and kisses from you,
only a Mother knows how its child feels,
HAHA!
okay crap!
whatever,but i wanna go out with mummy and Yana soon alright? ;D
so after tht me, Atika , and Noorlin headed to KFC as fast as we could,
wanna know why?
cause the three of us didnt manage to cover our lunch for the day,
so in th ktv room, our stomach were grumbling like hell,especially Atika
HAHA!
and to tht idiotic jerk tht pop up from nowhere every half an hour at our ktv room,
thnks eyh!
due to you,im going to be laughed at soon @_@
but i admit it,my reaction was funny and stupid in tht video.
haha,
aper orang kater, 'terperanjat berok?'
seriously it was hilarious!
thnks for the day Atika,Noorlin and Yana(:
and also to tht jerk!
so we window shop a lil at TamPines Mall.
Naqiah,cant check out tht sandals you were talking about tht night,
we should go out together and find it.
thn headed home,reached home around 10pm.
after tht what?
landing uh,aper lagi?
HAHA,
i mean i fell into my sleep?
LOL
was too tired i guess?
when i get upset,i fell asleep easily.
pfft!
woke up at 12am,so here im updating my blog (:
for the pictures,will upload soon once i get in online from Atika,
tkcre earthling,
and good earliest morning? ;D