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oik oik! ;D
time check time check ; 3.30am
thnks to Nad tht i woke up from my sleep?
HAHA
uhmm,fell asleep at 12am,
then woke up at 2am calling for Nadzirah's name?
HAHA,guess i've been missing her alot,
like alot alot? :'(
bbe,i wanna meet up with you soon,alright?
i miss talking on the phone at night with you?
should meet up one day,must must!
so today outing was like to WoodLand,
pick Yana up from Woodland cause she wants me to accompany her to the National Library there,
&i came late? one hour late?
pfft -_-"
anyway,Atika and Noorlin tagged along too(:
& mcm dh janji kann gtu,
th three of us wore white colour tops?
HAHA ;D
shop a lil at Causeway Point,thn headed to Pasar Malam thr? (:
& while waiting for bus 161 to appear?
Atika was like spotting people here and there?
hahk,seriously,
with the crowds thr,i do not know how she could spot them?
i mean our NSPS ex-mates?
hahk,thn atlast we decided to went hm together.
wohkay,for now
i MISS like alot of people?
fcuk,i cant get to sleep already,
seriously,i've been having dreams,
and those dreams are like unusual?
if i were to be asleep,
i will for sure wake myself up around 1 to 2 am?
it sucks! :'(
thn i wont fell asleep till 3 to 4am?
urgh!
i just wanna get my eyes shut alright?
&thts it,
if not,my itchy hands here will just kept on opening folders tht i aint suppose to open it,
wait,stop!
dont think tht far,
i mean the memories folders,
&you,just moving yours and ours pictures,
are already hurting me badly,
i tears after moving each picture into the memories folders,
i yet cant resort to th atmosphere without you here,
it just feels awkward,
not having like smone to txt me every 10 min? :'(
i just miss you alot,
you're th only one i want and need,
even if you're out thr with smone else,
i just couldnt see myself wtih another man..
im just a sucker at r'hip,
&you.know this,
i was declared as th most stupid-iest of all human creature to leave you bck thn,
i do not know why,but i guess i had to agree with it?
cause who would sacrifice their time to rest to just sent me bck hm from Woodland to Sengkang,
& thn he would need to return bck to Woodland again?
what type of guy would do tht?
bby,you're just one in a million,
i hope you could find smone better thn me,
perhaps,you deserve smone's better.
im done,i know i cant get my eyes to shut,
but i just wanna lay down on my bed,
and think whats my future's like,
its better tht way,rather thn thinking back bout the past,
time check again : 3.59am
mummy's off to work now,
daaa my,tkcre!
hahk! (:
i need to rest now,
bye!
''i pray every night tht my prayers would be heard,
i pray tht one day,you would come to me,
thn hug me,and say tht,
'nothing is too late in this world'
thn you would kiss my forehead,
and say tht,
"i'll nvr leave you alone,ever again,& iloveyou"
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